this is the day your life will surely change

this is the day when things fall into place.

i'm not worried anymore, because i know that when i worry about my effect on other people i worry about my own motives. i want to be responsible for every time i make someone unhappy- of course i want to be responsible for every time i make someone happy, as well, but mostly i want to know inside me the various reasons i do or do not do things, and the consequences that they have. and when i misjudge i want to feel guilty so that i never make that mistake again.

success is like a handsome coat that transforms you.

right now i'm not really sure what my motives are.