it's a monday that's a sunday

i visit my blog every day and post only once a week, and that's the way i like it.
i feel very tentative. i don't so much know what i'm doing as i am aware of the effects of my actions. so you just don't worry about it; i'm not worried at all. just very tentative and a bit apprehensive, you know?
people lie so much. how are you supposed to make an informed decision when people are constantly trying to protect you with untruths?